Wisdom Whispers Softly...This Is My Reality

A fellow blogger once gave me some wise words that I have hardly put into practice, he once said "Meg don't ever delete anything you blogged, no regret. Just let it be don't worry about what others think." So I am. I refuse to erase the words I have spoken previously...but I must throw out the disclaimer I was wrong. On that note I feel it is time to move on and tell you about my current state of being. I am going to "Real College" for the first time ever at UCO. I go to classes, have made friends, and feel a bit younger. I am on major specific courses now and have no doubt I was born to be an English Teacher! But as for now I work part time but have been asked to start working full-time again spring semester or find a new job. I let my guard down and I refuse to build it back up due to crumby circumstances. I have learned I am fearfully and wonderfully made, that being said I need not worry of today or tomorrow; Jesus has a unique story for my life and one day will get to hear it told from his perspective. I have now finally lost a substantial amount of weight. I am almost to the "return home from Germany round 1 weight." Which is pretty big time, I hate how I have had to get down to this number with the most recent 4 lbs. but it is what it is. I am learning each trial in my world is an opportunity to see joy while most see sadness. I see each one as a challenge to rise up and do the right thing. It is cool, my mentor pointed out that I myself was learning wisdom just yesterday. This was by far the BEST compliment I could ever receive especially in light of the current situations within my world. I guess I am growing up, very bitter-sweet. I don't have much to say other than Life Still Goes On! ...Keeping my heels high and my standards higher. No regrets. Life is too short for such nonsense.